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depresion is exciting [20 Aug 2005|04:53pm] [ mood | morose ] [ music | I'll Catch You- The Get Up Kids ] I wish I had the words to say I think about you everyday And I wish I could tell you anything Because I’d tell you that you’re my everything But you don’t even know I wish you could have felt the same We would have been happy I’d never bring you pain But you don’t And I just want you to know I could be more Than anyone else I just never got the chance So I’m writing this to you Because i don’t know what to do And I’m scared I’m scared of loving you Because you don’t You don’t love me too I’m tired of living an empty life Of faking smiles and hiding strife I just wanted to let you know Before I finally go I always loved you 3 kids| get up

Classes yall! [29 Jul 2005|01:31pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | I Like That_Chingy ] French---Birk PE---Letarte Science---Linnartz Math---Portela 2nd lunch ACL English---Novak Dance---Tull so do we have classes together? comment and let me know! get up

[13 Jul 2005|11:23pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | dad snoring ] 1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you. 2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you. 3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be. 4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you. 6. I will tell you what color you remind me of. 7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. Be a gangster and put this in your journal. 17 kids| get up

[10 Jul 2005|09:51pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | the news ] i dont like how we have to move so fast now a days no one just stops and thinks its all go go go and the only reason people will sit down and be quiet for two hours is to watch a screen full of blood and sex everything has to be intensified to even get our attention why can't we just enjoy simple? our violence is breeding violence and hardening us whats the point how is this helping us? we're poisoning the air and ruining our natural resources were killing endangered species and getting fat and lazy we've lost the ability to choose what is right and begun to just choose what is easy i dont konw why i'm talking about this haha i probably sound crazy it just bothers me and i wanna know if i'm the only one ? 7 kids| get up

[30 Jun 2005|09:45pm] ATTENTION i didnt wanna be the one to talk about this but i want you guys to know so you can all pray for their family Bobby Spencer was hit by a car late last night he snuck out of the house and was on his bike on the corner of the street and a car swerved and hit him hes in intensive care they had to crack open his scull and suck out the flued becasue there was too much and he bit his tounge on impact and wont let go because its so painful thats about all i know i think hes going to be ok just pray you guys were not allowed to go to Barrows hospital (were bobby is) because hes in intensive care but you can send flowers or just pray i'm sorry for being so blunt about this i just didnt know how to put it and i thought people should know just pray for the Spencer family Thank You 2 kids| get up

[26 Jun 2005|01:31pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | some music in my room i can bearly hear from here ] i havent updated in a really long time and it doesnt matter cuz no one reads this!! yeah so i'm really sad and ble but i'm going surfing tomarrow and the next day and the next day and the next day so i'm happy about that then when i come back i do 6 hours of volleyball a day for 5 days yeah i'm really excited NOT but anyway enough about me lets talk about ANNIE! friend of the day! annie freaking rocks incase none of u have realized shes like the coolest and SOOOOOO funny and i just have gotten to hang out with her more and more latly and i've come to realize what a truly amazing person she is she isnt the average i love him make him love me girl or the i'm sexy and i know it girl shes just annie and thats why i love her also shes going to be even more dropdead gorgeous when she grows up she gets prettier and prettier every year am i the only one who noticed that? well i did and i love you annie your one of my bestest friends! dont change! <3 3 kids| get up

[01 Jun 2005|09:12pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Pantera ] ok so kallens sleepover totally rocked! it was me jamie caitlin s rachy and kallen! yeah it was really fun and today i had a softball game and we lost by 4 but we got 13 runs in one inning!! go us! and i did awesome on first and decent pitching yeah so now for THE FRIEND OF THE DAY: Heather Nicol ok what can we say about heather heather you beautiful you are truthfully one of my most beautiful friends i didnt realize how beautiful you were for a while but then i looked at you and you are i hope you know that you have the ability to be funny when needed and serious when not which is a talent i lack hehe i love you you better be going to slope or i will eat your face and you wont like it i love you heather 1 kid| get up

[30 May 2005|07:28pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Panter-Peace Sells ] ok so today was pretty awesome i woke up late look a shower then i went to bufflo exchange but i didnt find anything and i went to bashes and got a red bull then i went home for a little then i went f0r a really long walk i dont know exactly how long it was but i know that it took me 14 MEGADETH songs and 8 Pantera songs to complete so thats pretty long and thne i came home and my mom got home and she took me to Jordans which is my favorite and then i got home and now i'm packing to go to Kallen's house tomarrow for a sleep over yayness ok so now for our feature presentation The Friend Of The Day Rachel oh my dearest rachy poo you are awesome you truly are you are the most honnest person i have ever met haha, even wen i dont want you to be thats what i love about you you say what needs to be said i miss our deep talks we need to have another one i will miss you wen you leave me but i know that you will be headed someplace great you are someone who will make a difference dont let anyone tell you something different your going to do something great and when your rich and famous you should call me haha i lvoe you rachel! 3 kids| get up

[29 May 2005|04:51pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | MEGADETH ] wow i'm really gunna miss you guys it just hit me i'm not going to see some of you anymore thats really sad and you know who you all are i'm sure by the end of the summer i will post something about all of you in fact thats a good idea i'm gunna do that all the rest6 of my enteries are going to be about friends until i run out of friends to talk about yay we will start with SHIBBY! Shelby, you are truly a great friend you have ALWAYS been there for me when i needed you and thats what i love about you you throw mad awesome parties and your one of the best friends i've ever had we have drifted apart this year and i'm gunna miss you when you go to xavier so we have to keep in touch we'll call eachother and have sleepovers and parties and all that kinda jazz i love you shibbs your the bomb you are truly the kind of person people wait their entire lives to meet i'm so lucky to have met you so early so dont leave me because i'll find you and hunt you down and kill you you have a special place in my heart <3 2 kids| get up

[26 May 2005|01:18pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | where is my mind- pixies ] I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said “Love is like a role that we play.” But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say But, I believe in you so much I could die from the words that you say But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It’s getting away from you again While you’re chasin’ ghosts I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said “Love is like a role that we play.” But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say But, I believe in you so much I could die from the words that you say But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It’s getting away from you again While you’re chasin’ ghosts Just bend the pieces ‘till they fit Like they were made for it But, they weren’t meant for this No, they weren’t meant for this Just bend the pieces ‘till they fit Like they were made for it But, they weren’t meant for this Chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It’s getting away, away, away, away from you again Chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It’s getting away from you again While you’re chasin’ ghosts blloooo schools out for the summer ya'll excited? i know i am i'm in cali right now went to shibbies yesterday partay hartay had to leave at 5 30 for my game we won of course and then i jumped in the car and changed and went to jamie and lexies party for like 15 minutes just to say goodbye to everyone then got back in the car drove for 7 hours got here at 4 30 am and crashed woke up early went surfing and now here i am i'm happy it had been a while since i had surfed i love it alot life is kinda confussing right now and surfing is one of the only things i enjoy doing so i think i'm gunna go back out after i eat i love you guys comment if you love me 5 kids| get up

[22 May 2005|01:03pm] [ mood | chipper ] i got a swimsuit and i'm happy i love my life 2 kids| get up

[11 May 2005|09:07pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | pantera ] so today was ok i had volleyball and thena softball game that we won 15 to 8 so that was pretty cool but i kinda messed up and i'm really confussed but disneyland is in two days!! that is freaking awesome that me feel a little better but people are rather mean and they say rude things but hey thats what dads are for! m, i feel all sensitive and i dont like it so i'm gunna go now do you guys ever get that feeling were you just want someone to rap there arms all the way around you and just hold you and make you feel safe? yeah well i have that right now 2 kids| get up

[08 May 2005|12:21pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | MEGADETH ] so i'm back were i started agian i'm really sad but HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! i hope you all treat your moms nicly because they birthed you and you better appriciate that and 11 days of school left which is cool cuz i'm excited for summer but seriously guys you need to stop acting like meadows is this horrible place that has scared you for life because is a few years you wont even care about it so dont act like meandows is a living hell just get over it because its not that bad but anyway i'm taking my grandma to dinner tonight and my mom too hope they dont expect me to pay ... wow that would suck and i need a swim suit and a graduation dress too who else is wearing a shirt at water world? 2 kids| get up

[30 Apr 2005|07:26pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | some rap station on tv...changing it ] ok so today i got up felt funny ate a double chocolate muffin went to an hour and a half of softball practice at 10 30 then straight to the ranch to paint the race track railing that thing is really long u know what i'm talking about? the horses race track ITS REALLY BIG got done at like 5 then went to in and out then came home attempted to go to the gym but they were closed so i went for a jog crunches and weights to make up for it and now i'm typing this and avoiding my homework i'm single guys just thought i'd share that friday was fun i hung out with nathan, michel and cameron annnnd nathan your really nice you wont read this but i just wanted to let you know thank you so much um yeah school sucks DRAMA! 1 kid| get up

[23 Apr 2005|02:05pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Pantera--Cemtary Gates ] i'm updating cuz i can and i'm cool like that last night was confussing and scary i dont want to feel like that ever again why do issues have to be resolved with fighting why cant people talk its not like we're stupid and its less bloody yeah well i'm going to go now i'm tired and sore and sad god i'm so emo amanda 5 kids| get up

[17 Apr 2005|09:51am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | old school no doubt ] OK GUESS WHAT GUYS? ? ? ? ? ? ? IT'S ANNIES BIRTHDAY, THATS WHAT! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUR HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ANNNNNIIIIEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! SHE IS ONLY LIKE, THE COOLEST CHICK IN THE WORLD SO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND STUFF UHH ANNIE QUOTES: thats hot .::.air humps.::. me:butt itch butt itch bu Annie:GOD I WANNA MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE! and many more i cant think of right now! anyway, i hope your birthday totally rocks you deserve it your one of the coolest chicks i know so sit back relax and enjoy your special day !!! ps what do you want for your birthday????? help me out here anyway lots of love amanda 5 kids| get up

[16 Apr 2005|12:19pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Stone Sour--Get Inside ] so i'm in cali and i cant go surfing today because my arms feel like their gunna fall off so i'm gunna cry cuz i cant surf i cant rotate my arm in a full circle without crying gahh i'm might try to pitch to my dad if i can get him to do it hes being mean and calling me a wuss and making fun of me cuz my arm hurts i hate when he does this its massivly annoying why can't he be sympathetic so anywat yesterday i hung out with my friends karen and sara and some of their guy friends so that was coool i got to see what california kids do on fridays its strangly similar to what we do we went to a movie theater/shoping mall and didnt see a movie but hung out and ate dinner at red robin which was yummy then we walked around and it was 9 so we had to go back to karens house and we prank called people i tried to call you shibby but you didnt answer and we got mackie and she thoguht it was jamie ooooopsss hehe o well this is like one of my longest enteries i'm very proud and i hope eden is ok i wish she would call me and i lvoe the new purses rachel very cool annnnnnnnd i hope i can go to the movies this friday because i didnt get to go this weekend telll me how it was guys and if someone actually reads this whole thing i will feel really happy and cool yeah so i'm gunna go take a shower i might write more later ok bye guys i love you amanda 4 kids| get up

[30 Mar 2005|05:18pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | the get up kids--i'll catch you ] I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. w00t cuz i'm cool and conforming like that! at least one person do it come on 9 kids| get up

[23 Mar 2005|10:07am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | pretty pink ribbon-Cake ] who got a blue mini ipod? amanda got a blue mini ipod! who rocks the house? amanda rocks the house! w00t yea cooolness i named her cassie she is my love i already put 53 beautiful song on her if you guys have any good songs i would love to have them please thanks guys yay i'm so happy and annie is spending the night tonight and we are going up to pinetop tomarrow yay! and im so pumped dude!!!!!! eeeeeeee and we are like 1/4 of the way done taking the carpet out of my room haha yay and i love you guys your so good to me even though you never comment even wen i threatened you last time hmmm i need to find some new strategys anyway mucho love bye guys! 3 kids| get up

[19 Mar 2005|12:34pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | i like that ] ok so its spirng break which totally roks my socks and me and annie are going to pine top cuz we rock it hard core! and i love you guys and you should comment because you love me too and if oyu dont i'll cut your feet off put them in a frying pan and serve them to you with a side of baccon wen you wake up bye bye! 2 kids| get up

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